ELL-OHH-VEE-EE , LOVE

♥ Saturday, September 29, 2007 ♥

GUITAR PICK & MEH! xD

Mmmphm. Yummylicious guitar pick. wo0tz.

Colourful skittles. Light up my life...

Skittles heart. let's share this heart together.

I'm just a little girl who needs her teddy bear.

UUWAH! TEDDY! please give me my teddy.

WAHHHH! xD

Hi paul smith london, meet my legs and feet.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:38 AM

♥ Friday, September 28, 2007 ♥

I just thought of saying something to you,

Do you know that you caught my eye
As I was walking by...
Could I like you for awhile
whenever you make me smile?
Can i peek to find you on the other side
promise me you won't hide.
Tell me you'll be staying here forever,
i never want you to leave.
Honestly, would you take my hand
and catch me before i hit the ground?
Please tell me you won't run away,
you won't ignore me & tell me you hate me.
All I want is for you to stand here.
It's selfish but if you could,
it'll be real good.
I don't wanna entangle you in my web
I just want you to stay.
I don't need for you to give me your everything
but at least, let me give you my all?
I don't have the courage
to tell you how much you mean to me.
Cause the truth is,
those words would be worthless,
unless I could show you.
The sweet talk would be senseless,
unless I could whisper it in your ear
Cause it's only for you to hear.
No one else has to know,
it could be our secret.
Just us two.
Yea, just me & you.
We'd share this between ourselves.
The world doesn't need to know.
I'd give you this heart,
if it wasn't so torn apart.
Because you're not worth of imperfection.
You deserve the flawless and uncut
Diamonds.
You're worth more then the precious gems
of the earth.
Much more important to me
than the stars in the skies.
And if you only knew how much
those stars means the world to me...
Without the stars I'd always be lonesome.
But without you,
It would be so much worse.
There wouldn't be laughter in my life.
I wouldn't have a better reason to cry
tears of joy.
And my smile would fade into
the crimson moonlight...
These words are just mere symphonies.
A melody made from me to you.
If only you could see the wonders I could do,
just to make you happy
even for just a little while.
I know I'm just a silly girl...
But that's how all girls are when they fall in love.
They do the most stupidest
& silliest things.
But you know what?
I guess, i'm the most silliest of them all.
Cause i've spilt my heart out
in black and white.
All for you,
you know i'll stay true...

*& let me fly away with you again*

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:32 PM

♥ ♥

LAPTOP is FUCKED.
i got disconnected from audi
like 5 times or more?
BLOODY laptop.
worse the computer
outside is 10x lagger
than this laptop.
FUCKING SHIT
fuck fuck fuck
I am super uber annoyed.
TSK.
guess i won't be having any fun
SHALL go back to torturing
myself with notes of history
& equations from maths.
HAIZ.
my life is miserable.
NO ONE HAS CALLED ME TO MAKE ME HAPPY.
baka baka baka
Nyaaaaa~
i can't stand this luh.
I have absolutely no mood to study.
HEHHHHH.
i feel so tired,
annoyed &
grumpy.
PEOPLE STAY AWAY FROM THE MONSTER.
wo0tz.
that's meh.
lalalalala.
im trying to amuse myself.
But the smile doesn't seem to be appearing on
my face...
where did all the laughter go?
HAIZ.
up my ass i suppose.
YOU ALL READ THIS AND YOU BETTER ENJOY.
i don't care.,.
im talking crap again.
AHHHHH~
people evacuate.
CAUSE this girl's about to EXPLODE.
seriously
i ain't kidding.
SHOO SHOO.
you're still reading aren't you.
GREEEEEAAAAAT.
cause you know why?
YOU just got on my LAST nerve.

HEH.

Just kidding...
continue reading if you must.
cause im just having fun
talking to myself.
Yes laugh at me why don't you.
I'M sure i'd feel so much BETTER.
thanks for reading...

*& please let me fly away with you again*

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:07 PM

♥ ♥

Today was fun.
had english exams.
i hope i'll pass.
i kinda slacked off a little.
& i wrote a letter.
to the one i secretly fell for,
AHHA.
first i we went to compass.
to try getting a job
at YOSHI.
they had vacancy for one.
SO then
suddenly,
my stupid uniform
HAD to get stuck to cheryl's wonderful
ZIP...
ahhh!
we tried so hard to pull it out luh
cheryl can still walk everywhere and pull
me along like dog...
AHHHH.
anyway.
one of cheryl's friend was there.
she helped pull it out for us,
STRONG woman sia.
HEH.
thank yous to her, OPHELIA u rock.
haha.
then we went other places too luh.
i too lazy to describe
cuz i'm currently talking to
eugene & kevin on msn.
HAIZ.
they distract me.
LOL.
no lah...
but i'll continue
went home to bathe and change.
was talkin to kevin as i was bathing.
yea.
then went to courtney's birthday partaye.
NTH to say bout that.
WE TALKED ABT GHOST STORIES.
anyway.
after that we went to Shiying's house
her dog was damn cute la.
SHE drooled over my application form
BUT im still in love with her...
ahhhhh.
adorable doggie.
HEH.
should've taken pics.
HMMMM.
maybe next time.
THEN I WENT HOME
END OF POST GOODBYE PEOPLE.
I AM OFFICIALLY WORN OUT.

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

6:23 AM

♥ ♥

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

6:23 AM

♥ Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♥

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
haha. that i'm super cool and SEXAYE luh. LOL.

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
MOSTLY EVERYTHING i love who i am mannnn.

On the contrary, the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
i'm uber attention-seeking at times. DAMN.

The most ideal person you want to be with is:
someone who'll make me smile every single moment and catch
me when i fall...

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL.

Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1.ELFIE(dearest darling)
2. PEARLYN(sexaye daddy)
3. SHEENA(awesome boyfriend)
4. KEVIN
5. NANA(BESTF)
6. BEN(BESTIE)
7. ARNIE
8. NATASHA(cute daddy)
9. EUGENE
10.CHERYL

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
haha. some random malay girl. TSK.

Is No. 9 a female or male?
erm, MALE.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
eeyer so disgusting luh.

How about No. 8 and 5?
what the hell. NO PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME PUKE.

What is No.2 studying about?
studying the same stuff i am i guess.

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
WELL just yesterday actually. LOL.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
JROCK.

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
yupp one brother.

Will you woo No. 3?
HEH. boyfriend alrdy wooed me luh. LOL.

How about No. 7?
been there done that, we're over now & we'll forever be FRIENDS.

Is No. 4 single?
HAHA. yes luh. i bet he's LOOKING.

The surname of No. 5?
SILVA

What's the name of No. 10?
CHERYL

What's the hobby of No. 4?
EMO-ING and drawing anime i guess. HEH.

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
they don't even know each other luh.

Where is No. 2 studying at?
same school is mine.

Talk something casually about No. 1?
uh huh. about BOYS AND SKINNY LEG JEANS.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
not really i don't intend on being a lesbian.

Where does No. 9 live at?
jurong. HEH. i can rmb...

What colour does No. 4 like?
haha. same as me, black, white and red.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
don't think so but they are friends.

Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
they don't know each other luh.

How did you get to know No. 2?
NEmation first then now we're classmates AND she's my DADDY.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
nope. gave them bunnies away. haiz.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
ERM, no.

HAHA.
This was uber fun la.

*i wanna fly away with you again*

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

4:29 AM

♥ ♥

If you don't like me then don't bother scrolling down further.
Camwhoring is the healthiest way to live with ME.

MMMMM. i lovelove my lollipop.

HEY THERE. you see my lollipop? BE JEALOUS.
it's yummylicious.

It's my lollipop, & i ain't sharing.

See my SEXAYE CONVERSE SNEAKERS.

Scrunged up face says I DON'T LIKE YOU.

PHOTO taken today at J8. MUMMAYE DEAR dragged
me there even when i was SICK.

The two uke's & seme's.

This is me & pearlyn. SEXAYE DADDY. u rock my socks.
CAMWHORE in the mrt station.

HEY SHEENA, the boyfriend. LOL. ily.

she can give you gatsby GAT-SU-BY.
CHERYL posing with the sexaye grey GATSBY.

SEXAYE daddy! WITH mine, & sheena's gatsby.
MINE IS BLUE. so niceeee right. HEH.

I caught you offguard and this is what i get, blurry pic.

Me camwhoring alone in the MAC toilet. UN-GLAM!

Nyaaa~ why won't you lemme kiss you?

Hey boyfriend, i love your hair.

Cheryl spiking her sexaye hair.
That day we went MUGGING. (ABOVE PICS)

Shhh... I'm happy now luh.

HELLO YOU! can you tell i'm moody?

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

2:19 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ♥

Supposed to be mugging today.
LOL.
firstly, i went to meet
pearlyn, sheena and cheryl.
PEAR (my sexy daddy)
SHEENA (my boyfriend)
Cheryl (hmmm. it's complicated)
ilovethem.
LETS fly away to our yesterday.
so, we mugged at serangoon macs first.
We didn't really study.
Me, sheena, cheryl went to the
handicapped toilet to style their hair.
I was like camwhoring.
I took pics with them and all.
SEXAYE MIRROR IMAGES, they are the BOMB.
& i'm dropping bombs to bombard this world.
after that, we went to BUGIS.
to ALICE 88.
the dollfie's rocked.
I SO AM INFLUENCED TO BUY ONE.
i want the girl dollfie no.10
she's so cute.
I hope mummaye will buy it for me during christmas.
*hints to mummy dearest*
LOL.
gives evil grin.
ilovedollfie.
Then kev came
with like his 2 friends.
HMMMM.
okay...
yeaaaaah.
then the girls left me.
all alone with THEM.
haha..
it wasn't so BAD.
yep.
WELL went MOS burger.
STUDIED?
for awhile...
uh huh.
then one of his friends left.
UH...
then we studied?
a little more
after awhile we stopped.
COULD NOT CONCENTRATE.
walked around.
I was making them bored.
Oh, i could tell alright.
Haiz.
So anyway walk walk walk.
then went to macs.
SAT down.
That eugene guy kept making us LAUGH.
it's been so long since i've really
laughed my ass off.
LITERALLY luh.
wah.
tears in my eyes mannn...
STOMACH ached real bad
& so did my cheeks
I WAS FLUSHED TODAY.
thanks to eugene ng.
LOL.
much appreciated luh.
>.< *& i'd love to fly away with you again*

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

6:02 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ♥

I got this from NATASHA.
Emos slit their wrists and write BAD poetry.
Guess i ain't so emo afterall.
Cuz i slit my wrist and write AWESOME poetry.
Beat THAT suckers!

LOL.

i'm
thinking
of
him
again, as usual.
I'M SICK & TIRED.
how can he upset me & make me happy
at the same time?
i'm being USED.
like a little toy in the toybox.
will you ever love me?
will you hug me?
kiss me?
whisper sweet nothings in my ears?
Will you keep me smiling with
that AWESOME smile of yours?
Will you keep me awake
at night with that voice?
will you take my hand & promise me
things are gonna turn out fine?
Would you dry your tears &
then tell me you'll be mine?
Would you love me
even if it's for awhile.
let me run my fingers through your hair?
let me place your hand in mine?
let me keep safe your fragile heart?
let me say we'll never be apart?
i wanna smile with you everyday.
why is it you just won't see
everything that eventually leads to the real me?
maybe you don't want me.
you probably don't need me.
but if you told me u want me i'll be there.
if you told me you needed me i'd stay.
I'd stay right where you are for an eternity.
But if you told me you really don't need me.
I'll walk away from you for a moment.
If you said you don't want me.
I'll be there if you just called out to me again...

if this ain't love then i don't know what love is baby.

*& i love you boy*

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

12:25 AM

♥ Saturday, September 22, 2007 ♥

YELLOWCARD LYRICS

Light Up The Sky

Your making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I Am Silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeh I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
Their all coming down since i've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
Cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
The show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeh you've come this far,
And you've broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken...

Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

8:06 PM

♥ ♥

OH GOD.
can't believe i'm mugging like mad la.
WOKE UP earlyyy today.
so decided to study.
From science to history.
shall get back to science again.
I'm so not looking forward to maths luh.
fuck fuck fuck.
Haiz...
I dunno what to do.
How do I study when I keep thinking of you.
Please say you'll be here...
I need you.
Really, i'm serious, i'm genuine.
This girl's for Real.
carry me away.
take my tears from me.
take my heart,
my life,
my love.
Take my everything
cause i'm willing to give it to you.
Only you...
I'm all for you.
No one else can have me but you.
i love you.
love me too?
Currently i'm starting to constantly listen to:

Paramore- Pressure
Saosin- You're Not Alone
Silverstein- Worlds Apart
30 seconds to Mars- The Kill / From Yesterday
Yellowcard- Light Up The Sky
Plain White T's- Hey There Delilah
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Your Guardian Angel
The Click Five- Jenny

i'm still waiting for you,
my emo prince
come & sweep me off my feet.
i'll hold you hand
& you'll hold mine.
we'll kiss away into the night
& under the rain, through all the pain.
the stars will shine for me and you.
I'll smile the widest smile.
and all these will be all for you.
come take my hand baby
let's take the risk.
follow me and i promise you this,
I'll love you til the end of time
I'll make you feel special each day
I'd tell you how much I love you.
I'd warm you up when you're cold.
I'll hold you hand when you're scared.
give you anything you want
go to the ends of the world to find you.
i'd share my candy with you
maybe even my most cherished lollipops.
I'd let you into my life completely
and i wanna try to unlock your heart.
let me be that key.
Cause I'm dying to be.
I wanna give you all of me
No matter what it takes.
This words are not fake.
Believe me won't you?
Let me make you happy?

if you're not like me
who likes the rain,
I'd bring you an umbrella.
to shield that lovely face.
if you're not like me
who likes the dark,
I'd bring you glow stick
so you would feel a little better.
if you're not like me
who likes the stars,
I'll show you the wonder of them
i'd tell you how much you're like the stars in the skies.
Like the stars,
you shine so bright in the night sky
you flicker fast and it catches my eyes.
you're pretty and you keep me company.
when i'm lonely,
all I have to do is look up at you
& i wouldn't feel lonesome anymore.
you're the vast sea of shining lights.
all i want is to be part of you.
you make me happy.
words are needless to be spoken
actions are worthless to be done
looking at you is enough
darling how can you not be the one?
no one has ever made me fall so harshly.
The more you play hard to get
the harder & deeper I fall for you.
Oh, that's far too cruel
but i'm willing to go through that extend
just to get to you.

darling i love you.

You make me wanna Love.

*I love you boy*

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:29 PM

♥ ♥

Scorpio - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted
Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover
You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in

Your negative traits:

You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover
You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship
You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on

Your ideal partner:

Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!
Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.
Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis.

Your dating style:

Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date.

Your seduction style:

Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.
You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves
A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are
Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*
Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive.

Best color to attract mate: Dark red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's Your Love Profile?

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

9:54 AM

♥ ♥

Hello You.
Today was gran's birthday...
iloveher.
my cute lil grandma.
wo0tz...
yummy cake.
hahas.
LOVE IT.
i actually ate dinner today.
LOL.
but,
i didn't eat breakfast or lunch.
heehee.
i'm really inhumane aren't I.
whatever.
I don't care.
Cat class was pretty fun.
Teacher picked on me again as usual...
AHHHH.
can some more tell the whole class i like to FISH?
WTH.
that was personal...
I told him to shhhh.
LOL.
i'm mean..
but still it wasn't for ppl to know...
Then we were made to do this worksheet thingy.
SOMETHING abt the prodigal son?
yupp.
then we were made to write this modern day parable.
LOL.
it was very funnnny.
LMAO.
mine was super private and confidential.
I wanted to write about that special someone.
The ppl who i'm close to should noe who
that person is...
LOL.
yes yes.
BUT, i wrote abt something different.
Cuz i realized that teacher would read it.
HAHA.
so yes.

*this is all for you, love*

i love you darling,
hold my hand and lets escape together...
that's if you'd let me hold your hand
& then we'd run far away from here.
just you and me.
together we'll be happy.
I'd love you & maybe you'll love me.
if we're meant to be,
soon enough we will see...
i want for us to be,
in that typical love story.
I wanna feel those arms around me,
i only want you to make me
feel safe & warm.
I wanna give you my whole heart
& cherish you with my soul.
I don't care what anyone thinks
all I know is that i'd fight for you.
I'd stand with you under the rain,
throughout the storms,
i'll go through all the pain,
all of that i'd do just to keep you warm
I want to caress your heart
in the palm of my hands.
I'd keep it safe for eternity,
no matter what sorrow it would bring to me.
i promise i'll be a really good girl,
& i know a million words won't mean a thing to you.
but my love for you is beyond comprehend.
this feeling is something i can't understand.
i only want you and no one else.
you say you're not my type of guy.
but why do i feel like you are...
Why do I want you by my side.
I really want you...
No, maybe I need you.
i don't know what i'd do if i never met you.
you filled my mind up
with those silly thoughts of me & you.
& all the things that i'd do for you.
What if I told you i didn't like you.
What if i actually,
love you...
Cause darling, i can't stop thinking of you.
You're taking my breath away more & more each day.
I'm torn up in confusion,
but what's the use.
Confusion is never gonna lead me to you.
I really love you.
Love me too, why don't you...

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:20 AM

♥ Friday, September 21, 2007 ♥

Good morning ppl.
I'm here again.
LOL.
super uber bored.
Talked to pearlyn last night.
She said i was inhumane cuz
i could live without real food for hours.
Then i told her i ate potato chips.
And she's like oh at least you ate.
She was starting to think i was inhumane.
That word is so catchy.
It's in my minddd.
INHUMANE.
haha...
Maybe i am inhumane in sense of FOOD.
but other than that i'm normal.
I just have no appetite to eat,
that's all...
Is it wrong?
Well, i don't think so...
Yes yes.
I like him.
Maybe I do.
I have no clue.
I am officially confused...
Can't stand this.

Quote my thoughts of this GUY:
"My heart is aching, while you're graduating
and I can't stand the pain, you're driving me insane."

and

"My heart is yours, take it or break it,
that's all up to you."

LOL.
wo0tz.
I shall go play audi later.
My fingers itching to play luh...
haha.
ITCHING.

*iloveyouboy*

Labels: and i'm not afraid to tell it like it is.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:26 PM

♥ ♥

"What type of person am I" Quiz?

What kind of season will you enjoy
eating steamboat?

A. Winter ( To Qn 2)

B. Summer (To Qn 5)

C. No matter what season (To Qn
1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on
your food?

A. Like (To Qn 2)

B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat
soup?

A. Yes (To Qn 3)

B. No (To Qn 6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur
steamboat food, what will you do?

A. Quarrel with the boss and
request another new one. (To Qn 13)

B. Stop eating and just pay and
go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will
consider for choosing a steamboat
restaurant?

A. Famous ( To Qn 7)

B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a
new product of steamboat, will you
dare to try?

A. Yes ( To Qn 6)

B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have
your steamboat meal with?

A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)

B. A big group of friends ( To
Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very
crowded, will you wait for a seat or
go to another place?

A. Wait ( To Qn 11)

B. Proceed to another one ( To
Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?

A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)

B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To
Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or
finish all the ingredients in the bowl
then drink the soup?

A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn
10)

B. Eat the ingredients first (
To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you
must add some SPECIAL and ODD i!
ngredient in the soup to make it more
delicious, will you dare to add?

A. Yes ( To Qn 17)

B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling
water after you finish this steamy hot
meal?

A. Yes ( To Qn 15)

B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your
steamboat, do you put in your meat
first or put in later?

A. Put it once the steamboat
start ( To Qn 15)

B. Later part then put ( To Qn
11)

13. Do you like to put all types of
food at one go into the steamboat or
have it put in one type by one type?

A. All ( To Qn 17)

B. One type at a time ( To Qn
16)

14. What drink will you like to go
with your meal?

! ;A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)

B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at
home or outside?

A. Home ( To Qn 16)

B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer
is standing behind you, waiting for
you while you are finishing your food?

A. Mind ( Type B)

B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with
your meal but the boss offer to let
you have another steamboat meal, will
you eat it?

A. Yes (Type D)

B. No ( To Qn 16)

RESULTS...

Yay I'm type B(so true luh):

TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing

a clear line between happiness and

unhappiness. You are more quick-

tempered. If you encounter things you

like, you will do it without second

thought. But once you encounter things

that you hate, you will wish to get

out of it as soon as possible. As you

are a person of your own views, the

friends you tend to have will be of

the same pattern. But once good

friends, you will understand them a

lot and go all the way to help then.

Friends are very dependent on you. As

you are too emotional, you may make a

storm out of a teacup with your

friends. You must learn to do things

in order and not give up easily. You

can try making friends with those you

don't think you can get along with,

don't stick with the same category.

This will make you more popular and

charming.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

2:13 AM

♥ Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

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3:47 AM

♥ ♥

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS LYRICS

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

3:47 AM

♥ Monday, September 17, 2007 ♥

EMO PICS.
influenced by some lil emokid.

*YOU MAKE ME SMILE.*

All photoshopped pics credit goes to
my dearest ELFIE darling!

Shh. My secret's safe with you.

I won't let you see the tears.

Let me curl up like a child...

cuz i'm sexaye like this.

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9:27 PM

♥ ♥

What is your favorite commercial?
: WHATEVER & ANYTHING. lol.

What comes into your mind when you
think of school?
: its such a drag...

The phone rang 20 times in a row and
woke you up, what would you do?
: go back to slp til the person calls again...

If you order chicken and they brought
you duck, what would you do?
: eat the damn bloody duck la.

Whats comes into your mind when you
think of the future?
: runway models strutting down in my designs! wo0tz.

If you get a chance to put a pop up in
your friend's computer, would you?
: not really unless i really hate her then she wouldn't be a friend would she. hmmm...

What's your all time favorite game?
: AUDITION.

Where is the last place you'd rather
be?
: somewhere far away from all this shit.

Who's the last person on Earth that
you would talk to?
: i have no idea. maybe myself.

Where do you buy your ice cream from?
: shops that sell ice cream.

Do you prefer Myspace or AIM?
: myspace?

Would you rather lose your cellphone
or your ipod/mp3?
: MP3 la. speaking of which i have alrdy lost my ipod.

Would you try a chocolate coated
watermelon and vinegar for 5,000
dollars?
: maybe 10,000.

Would you put dog biscuits in a Cheez-
It box for the person you dislike?
: never thought of that but sure.

Would you rather walk to your job or
take a cab that charges double?
: walk... and then take a cab.

Would you sing the Korean National
Anthem to impress your crush?
: why should i? I'd probably make a bigger fool out of myself.

what's 4 to the 5th power?
: my ass.

There you have it.
Soo, how often does the sun rise from
where you live?
: not that often i guess...

Have you ever seen a shooting star?
: i wish..

Ever gotten hit by a shooting
star?
: sadly no... as if i really i wanted to.

Would you raise rats if everyone in
your city/town does?
: if they're cute white ones i wouldn't mind. but they'd eat everyone alive i guess. COOL.

Do you play with your food?
: erm, NO...

Have you ever placed your feet on a
desk publicly?
: not really...

Have you ever failed a class?
: maths. 22/100. LOL.

What would you do if someone gave you
the wrong medicine in the hospital?
: i'd most probably and definitely survive... NOT! i'd DIE asshole...

What would you say to someone who
randomly just laughs at you?
: haha... that's funny.

How often do you feel stupid over
something so obvious?
:89.9%

Are you a a night owl or an early
bird?
: BOTH...

Would you work at a haunted location
if it pays 2x the average salary?
: maybe if they promise to let me befriend a ghost.

Would you steal a bike just for the
sake of it?
:i have one alrdy so, no.

Where were you last week?
: in singapore.

If you can remember the exact time you
were there, I'll give you a candy!
: yea right... i'll buy my own candy. i don't need yo stinkin' candy.

Do you prefer to be the
Prince/Princess or the Pauper?
: PAUPER. im sexy like that. HAHA.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

8:49 PM

♥ ♥

LOL.
i didn't go to school today.
cuz i'm sick.
why i sound happy?
CUZ
i am...
I LOVE YOU.
>.<

i'm happy inside.
the music's fuzzy.
& i'm lagging.
but i just don't care.
SEXYLOVE.
you renewed my life.

How could you give me butterflies in my tummy, just like that.
You've inspired me, i shall go write a song about you.
LOL.
thanks so much.
YOU MAKE ME SMILE!

& u have officially influenced me to take more sexaye emo pics of myself.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:43 PM

♥ Sunday, September 16, 2007 ♥

Today:
I'm officially bored.
I can't get on my bloody laptop
for let say UNTIL MY EXAMS ARE OVER.
wtf.
I'm so upset.
But wadeva. Better than failing EOYs.
I hafta pass or i'll kill myself.
Must start "mugging".
thanks ELFIE for teaching me that word.
LOL.

What's "mugging"?
- cramming you last minute revisons.
- studying at a bad time.
- well, i guess that's abt all.

I LOVE MY LIFE.

;you're my world, my all & my everything.

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3:44 AM

♥ Saturday, September 15, 2007 ♥

ERIN&JAN
BRO'S GF.... SO PRETTAYE.

MWA! SEXYLOVE.
haha not sayin im sexy luh. cuz im not. LOL.

FEL&JAN<33>

WHEE look at ME!
i'm spas-ing OUT! xD

WINNIE DARLING& JANJAN<3333>

What ya looking at?

This Is Me Now!

MUMMY DEAREST!

NOTICE:

I have posted some random pics that i thought was
SEXAYE.
Sorry for the extreme sudden of pics.
The outburst must be shocking.
But no worries,
You'll be cured,
SOMEDAY.

/i know i'm lame. shuddup!/

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JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

7:07 AM

♥ Friday, September 14, 2007 ♥

Today went out with NANA.
My sexayelove.
& went to tampines mall...
wo0tz.
can't believe we waited so long just to take neos.
LOL.
first time that i was so patient for so long.
haha.
what a joke.

NEOS were very funny.
I laughed.
Some were pretty awesome.
I loved it la.
Of course, cuz it's with my BESTIE!
lol.
SEXAYE LOVE.

-ME
-NANA
-LOVELOVE

hmmm?
who's lovelove?
well, he's...
the one i lovelove.
it's a secret.
shhhh...
only some ppl would know.
HAHA.
i love my LOVELOVE.
<3333

i'm so addicted to the words
SEXY LOVE.
god.
NE-YO got me addicted.
haha
his song sexylove is fantastic.
SUPER sexaye.
haha
of course, it's ne-yo what.

I'm currently listening to music:
The Way I Are- Timberland feat Keri Hilson and D.O.E

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Timbaland]
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we'll be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl

[Bridge: Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

[Chorus: Keri Hilson & (Timbaland)]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way you are?)
I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like, I like, I like

[Verse 2: Timbaland]
I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that love you best
Talk to me girl

[Bridge 2: Keri Hilson]
Oh, baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

[Chorus: Keri Hilson & (Timbaland)]
Baby if you strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
(I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way you are?)
I don't need the G's or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
Let me see ya strip, you can get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are

[Verse 3: D.O.E.]
Baby girl, I don't got a huge ol' house I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl, I ain't got a motorboat but I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl, once you get a dose of D.O.E. you gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl, when I make it I want you back, want you back, yeah

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JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

2:25 AM

♥ Thursday, September 13, 2007 ♥

haha... I'm super bored.
listening to music
current song: How To Safe A Life- The Fray
i like them... They're nice to listen too.
LOL!
im soooo on HIGH today.
geddit.
JAN ON HIGH.
wheeeeee xD
OMG
i think im being retarded once again.
Yupp that's me.
Sorry if you don't like me...
And if you don't like me then shoo shoo...
HAHA.
yes.
My blog is pretty new ain't it.
I just realised.
But i think it's nice.
Well, i think alot of things are nice.
LOL.
yes yes.
I'M ON HIGH!
haha...

i think HE'S so prettaye!
BABYFACED & ALL.
dimples! soooo cute.
I can't tahan lah...
wo0tz!

hmmm not much to post now ya know.
Cuz the day's been quite boring.
I keep thinking of that special someone.
LOL.
always forever and ever will he remain in my mind!

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JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

12:19 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ♥

I think you are the sexiest thing that ever landed on this planet.

You're hotstuff but I know I can't have you.
Cuz I'm soooo not good enough for you.
Lol.
I so think I'm in love with you.
I liked you since the day I knew your name.
But silly me, i was scared of rejection.
I didn't dare like you after awhile.
But your smile and your face always lingered in my memories.
I wanna hear you speak to me.
I love everything about you.
Your eyes, your smile, your hair, those dimples!
soooo cute.

I'm afraid to adore you.
I'm afraid to stand next to you.
Cause my heart starts beating.
& my pulse starts racing.
My face turns red.
& my palms get sweaty.
My feet get weak.
& i start to feel nervous.

I can't look at you too much or i'll blush.
I can't stare at you cause that's too much.
I can't keep a picture of you cause it'll make me weak.
You're like a spell that makes me nervous.
But I'm starting to like this spell.
I hoped it's cast on me for a lifetime.
Even if you took me as a friend I'd be happy.
I like you.
I really really do.
I'm sorry it took me so long to see...
I'm happy just feeling this way.

My reasons may not be good enough.
But if you really did like me,
you wouldn't mind it at all.
But somehow I just know you would mind.
Cause you probably never liked me at all.
I may not have a chance with you.
But I'd still like you no matter what.
Cause you're special.
Thinking of you makes me smile.
Imagine what could happen if you did something more.
I wanna hold your hand.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna walk next to you.
I wanna hear your voice.
All in all, I just WANT you.

JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

5:41 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ♥

Boo... i'm here again.

yay! i know you missed me... LOL.
i'm super bored.
TODAY was wo0tz. i loved it...
"i don't know who you are, but i don't like your smell, you smell really... FISHY."
haha...
i made that up. It amused me.
I thought it would amuse someone else too.
WAHAHAHA.
yes i'm very High.
On what you ask...
Well how about high on "im so friggin Hot." wth right.
LOL.
me & AUDITION cannot be seperated.
for all the Bozos. Audition is an asiasoft game sort of like maple story.
No, not a boy... Pls.
I am single and up for grabs. Any Takings?
calling once, calling twice, hmmmm...
STILL not sold... Greeeeaaaaat.
i keep tellin myself this to make me feel good,
" I am Wanted, I am Wanted..."
The toilet is my second home again.
Want my autograph? You can find me there if u do.
LOL.
am i funny?
i think so.
don't you?
you don't huh?
well guess it sucks to be you...
HAHA!

i crack myself up all the time.

P.S: I'm not crazy, I'm just enthusiastic about stuff.

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JAN&JIN ; SEXAYELOVE

1:36 AM