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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I officially miss him so much.
I keep thinking of him.
It hurts so bad I can't sleep.
I just want to spend every waking minute
with my darling boyfriend.
I just wanna see his face
every single passing second.
It really hurts,
that I can't see him.
But, I'm sure he knows I don't mind.
He's got things to do.
I don't wanna pull him back.
What kind of girlfriend would do that?
I just want him to be happy.
& the last thing I wanna do
is to give my baby pressure...
I wanna take care of him,
I'm sure I'll find ways to do so without meeting up
every single time right.
& yes we do need our space I guess.
I really hope things work out between
us.
Because there's no one else I'd rather be with,
& no one else I can see myself with.
He's teaching meh slowly,
that I should enjoy every bit of my life.
& that I deserve this happiness.
I deserve having him.
Besides all of that,
I wanna let him know,

Darling you have given meh more than enough.
you're giving meh
more than what I asked for.
Everyday with you is like a brand new chapter.
Fresh & yet you leave meh out of breath.
I could never want anything more
from what you're already giving.
By even putting a smile on my face everyday,
is enough to make this girl happy.
As long as you're always by my side I wouldn't mind.
You don't have to go to extremes to make meh happy.
Because without doing anything,
you just get meh.
& Darling, you've got meh good...
I love you for who you are,
for the effort you're putting in to make me the happiest
girl in the world.
& baby, you're already succeeding.
Please just keep at it.
I don't ever want you to stop...
Will you lose feelings for meh?
If you do,
please don't tell it to meh in my face,
just turn around
& walk away from meh.
Without saying one word...
But I hope that would never happen.
Cause we're so perfectly happy together...
I was meant for you,
& you were meant for me.
Let's be together forever cause now we're finally free.


♥ i love you boy

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