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♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007 ♥

Happy Happy 14th Birthday Pearlyn daddy! xD
I love you so.

I have nth much to say.
I just woke up this morning feeling pretty sore at the throat.
I almost wanted to Jab a freaking chopstick right
in the middle of my throat.
And i almost slashed again! How foolish of me.
Depressed, and what do i turn to?
SLASHING MY FUACKING WRIST AND FOREARM?!
that's not the way,
i have to control my fuacking self.
What the hell is wrong with me.
I know i'm afraid that i'll lose him and all,
but why am i so depressed?
To the point of me wanting to hurt myself again.
I'm tired of abusing myself time and time again...
I'm really stupid aren't I.
But anyway,
I DID NOT SLASH MYSELF.
there isn't any fresh wounds to see anyway,
only the old scars.
UH HUH, there's my proof.
So don't worry abt me BLOGGY.
i'm fine.

I AM FINE, JUST SICK IN THE MIND.

tralalalala~!
boyfriend doesn't want me anymore i think.
But i don't blame him.
I've truly been a direct pain in the butthole.
i apologised.
But still a thousand apologies could never make
up for all my mistakes.
But anyway,
all i can say is i'm truly sorry.
I can't change who i am,
you can't change me,
you can't change who you are,
I can't change you.
But all i know is that i really honesty do Love you dear.
It's all you need to know.

♥ i love you boy



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