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Thursday, November 1, 2007

Pearlyn is officially
a misunderstood little child.
People think she's blur,
but actually it's cause she can't hear them
sometimes.
So to clear misunderstandings.
PEARLYN SOH IS NOT A BLUR LITTLE SOTONG,
SHE IS A MISUNDERSTOOD CHILD.
& i love you pear.

Today was prettaye fun.
Went to pearlyn's house...
We tested "it" out...
WAS AWESOME.
i swear...
Missed boyfriend as usual.
Pearlyn & her audi screenshots.
Awesome.
I use that word alot apparently,
dammit.
SORRY if it effects you people.
ANYHOW.
i think that my mother seems to misunderstand me.
So i'm gonna briefly describe how I feel towards her.

Mother,
please when i walk into the house
everyday when I come home,
don't anyhow kaopeikaobu.
It's not appropriate words okayyyy.
But yes.
STOP NAGGING at me.
It's kinda annoying.
Please don't try to DIG into my personal life.
If you don't know anything abt me anymore,
it's because I don't want you to know.
Cause you will only make more noise.
You are like a buzzing bee,
you never fail to keep buzzing
constantly into my ear.
I feel pain from
your high pitched voice
& your degrading words.
and no,
your daughter is not a stupid fool.
and yes, i'm so SURE
i'm gonna go around and have
SEX with guys i BARELY know.
WHAT is your fucking problem?
I have a life...
I won't anyhow have sex okayyy.
DON'T cheapen your own daughter!
& stop messing up my life,
it's already effed up as it is.
Why make it worse on a daily basis?
IT'S become like a hobby to you.
Why are you so sadistic?
It's not working for you okay...
So my advice is for you to drop it.
& you and your bloody boyfriend
can break up & patch, break up & patch again.
don't tell me can?
Cause you know why?
I don't fucking give a damn.
I'm serious.
And you should just give me more SPACE.
ever heard of it?
i guess not.
Damn you.
If you love your daughter,
can you stop your freaking accusations on her?
Stop saying & "advising"
me on topics related to SEX.
because I really don't intend on HAVING a child now.
YESSA!
don't worry i won't give you an extra burden...
Life may be tough for you.
You keep asking me to put myself in your shoes.
Come on,
why should I
WHEN you don't even try putting yourself in my shoes.
AS IT IS,
our family is broken like some fuckshit.
BAD enough.
You always constantly reminding yourself
& looking back on the past.
MOVE FORWARD ALREADY CAN?!
cause i would love to just forget about the past
drop all the bloody grudges
& just have a pleasant future!
DAMN YOU!
stop being so bent on looking back
look straight can?
PLEASE luh!
Not like you don't have a life okayyy.
STOP BEING A NASTY DOG
when you know you are not one...
Don't even try hard cause it
is NOT working.
I REPEAT.
it's not working.
& I beg you,
just leave me alone.
if i wanna pierce my lip or tongue or anywhere,
it's for me to decide okay?
IT'S MY BODY
not yours.
there's nth you can do to stop me.
RMB that.
SO be a smart woman
& don't waste your effort, time or breath on meh.
YES MOTHER,
just let me be.
This girl is trying to gain her wings,
& when she does
when She's not afraid to be free,
she'll take flight and soar like an eagle.
Just you wait & see.

boyfriend, is missed by girlfriend.

i love you boyfriend

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